I haven't posted anything in a while so I figured I would post an update. Still no orgasm.
I have been working on some other self improvement items which I'll describe a little more below. But that lead me to stop keeping any secrets from my wife and tell her about my homemade prostate device. She was upset I was secretive about it but very curious about it. She made me throw it away in fear I would hurt myself with something homemade. However we agreed to pick out a toy for me together. It's very hard and embarrassing to do this with anyone but I am pushing myself to remain open about it and not be secretive.
So my self improvement quest started with visiting the red pill forum on reddit. I found a lot of good advice but also a lot of toxic items that are just not healthy. However that lead me to read the book "No More Mr. Nice Guy" which I have found to be incredible. I highly recommend it to every guy even if you don't think you are a nice guy. Since then I have started working out regularly and have been listening to some pod casts about being a better man and trying to apply these to my life. I'm still struggling with porn but I'm making more connections about why, which will hopefully lead to better control over the situation.
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